seems like I need to go back to a reality...soon.... 

While I'm packing my all luggages, I'm also packing my all dreams... 

It isn't finished yet,,,but why I've lost motivation...? 

Whenever I see new students for the next year, I'm feeling that I couldn't get what I achieve.. 

Indeed!

My dream was really shiny again when I started to study again.

Why I feel like it is not sparking anymore?

it had to be really amazing.

there must be miracle.

but, as usual, nothing special.

I am not feeling, I am a main character in my life...

really desperate.

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