My internship has been officially finished today.
I can not sleep.
Now it is 7AM.
Actually, it was yesterday.
I don't want to count that was.
I have not sleep- the world should not going into the another day..please..
I am crying.
It is not just about whether I could not continue to work in that company.
Just because I feel really disappointed myself.
From Oct to Jan.
10,11,12,1
4 months are really really important period to me.
I had to really work hard to apply companies as many as possible.
Two and half months are passed.
Just One and half month remains.
Minus Spain, I have one month now.
That is the reason.
Wasted the golden time.
Can I revive the time?
That really depends on now.
Do not make any appointment.
Go out to Cafe or Exhibition.
Go to exercise.
Sit on the chair for serious work.
Time to focus on me!
I have worked hard,
but without arranging for delivering
It will be nothing to other people.
That will be just for self satisfaction.
I invest huge amount of money.
I invest my youth.
Do you want to lost that?
It simply depends what I am doing right now.
Go!